Happy December all.
I don't have any idea to solve this, but December always poured me rains. Sometimes, November lasts me scared, for knowing that December is already right upon my eyes. I know, we shouldn't blame anything for what happened to us. Nope. It was just some things hit me repeatedly; in December.
It mentioned for heart troubles, 2 years ago. When someone taught me how to fly without told me how to land safely. A year later, it formed a public opinion. They looked at me, such, I'm-the-broken-girl-after-breakup. It's not who I am, anyway. It's just one thing, one little thing, that happened to me.
What would you do if one of your friends got some troubles with herself, or when somebody deeply hurts her, tears her heart, and makes her forget how to smile?
Guess what, they were avoiding me. Even, talking me behind.
It wasn't that easy, ended up alone by tears night after night. It wasn't that easy, heard the walls talked anywhere you stepped on. But, it's being something I couldn't believe, I'm through.
It was almost, over. I'm already fed up with those love things. All that have been done, and I have been enjoying my life for now on. Beside, the-not-mind-my-own-business-people, who always wanted get to know what's happening to me. Please, is it any important thing of mine that disturbs you? Freak yourself out.
I hope there will be great everyday in this December. I hope we will celebrate D's birthday by the end of the month, and have a new year's eve vacation with them. Amen.
xo,
N
I don't have any idea to solve this, but December always poured me rains. Sometimes, November lasts me scared, for knowing that December is already right upon my eyes. I know, we shouldn't blame anything for what happened to us. Nope. It was just some things hit me repeatedly; in December.
It mentioned for heart troubles, 2 years ago. When someone taught me how to fly without told me how to land safely. A year later, it formed a public opinion. They looked at me, such, I'm-the-broken-girl-after-breakup. It's not who I am, anyway. It's just one thing, one little thing, that happened to me.
What would you do if one of your friends got some troubles with herself, or when somebody deeply hurts her, tears her heart, and makes her forget how to smile?
Guess what, they were avoiding me. Even, talking me behind.
It wasn't that easy, ended up alone by tears night after night. It wasn't that easy, heard the walls talked anywhere you stepped on. But, it's being something I couldn't believe, I'm through.
It was almost, over. I'm already fed up with those love things. All that have been done, and I have been enjoying my life for now on. Beside, the-not-mind-my-own-business-people, who always wanted get to know what's happening to me. Please, is it any important thing of mine that disturbs you? Freak yourself out.
I hope there will be great everyday in this December. I hope we will celebrate D's birthday by the end of the month, and have a new year's eve vacation with them. Amen.
xo,
N
