That's all I can say, for everything I have been given until now I'm still breathing.
I previously often imagined, what I will become the next day, the next week, even the next year. To be honest, 17 is not always good, somehow. It's not that easy being in this age; what they say 'teenager', because although you already have citizen ID, there is needed much more times to have a maturity. I'm still learning by the way, we're all still, actually.
Every day is precious. Every place is precious. Every person is precious.
I have the greatest, thank God, family. A Dad who always strengthen me in his very own way, the one who gave me a little Lolita whom I could drive safely everywhere, whether it's rain or hot as hell. A Mom who always be there when I weak, takes back my believe when I doubt, no matter what was coming up; she always puts her trust on me. A sister, with tons of laughter we shared each other; I'll never be alone.
I have found a half of soul; like what they say "A friend is one soul lives in two bodies", in my 6 years friendship with Dinda, since we knew that we could always count on one another. I got a warm hug in the morning from my dearest tablemate, and bunch of stories with the other girls whom I have known them as well as everything went through, and they keep standing beside me all along. Thanks. A lot.
Anyway, today is... a week after I broke up with my boyf. We have been just, about a month. Perhaps, it's safe to say that until today; we still as close as before. We took that decision, or I took, because of; there are so many things we have to do, and there is so less time we have. He told me that he will wait for me, but all I can say; let time answers your vow. But, don't you believe this; "When love comes, it can't be wrong"? And it comes to me, once again. I'm just letting this go through; of what sense I feel, of what things I do; and let God shows love the way.
And now, I'm looking forward for Faculty of Dentistry; Padjadjaran University. Okay, I'm majored in Social; and it means, I have to work hard twice, oh no, more and more and more. Imagine everything about it, I don't know, will it be a dream-comes-true, or keep stay in my mind as still a dream. I'm scared, totally. So pray for me please; forgive me if I have made some mistakes, I beg you ;)
I'm waiting for the end to come.
I'm on my way; writing all the rest.
Hugs,
N
I previously often imagined, what I will become the next day, the next week, even the next year. To be honest, 17 is not always good, somehow. It's not that easy being in this age; what they say 'teenager', because although you already have citizen ID, there is needed much more times to have a maturity. I'm still learning by the way, we're all still, actually.
Every day is precious. Every place is precious. Every person is precious.
I have the greatest, thank God, family. A Dad who always strengthen me in his very own way, the one who gave me a little Lolita whom I could drive safely everywhere, whether it's rain or hot as hell. A Mom who always be there when I weak, takes back my believe when I doubt, no matter what was coming up; she always puts her trust on me. A sister, with tons of laughter we shared each other; I'll never be alone.
I have found a half of soul; like what they say "A friend is one soul lives in two bodies", in my 6 years friendship with Dinda, since we knew that we could always count on one another. I got a warm hug in the morning from my dearest tablemate, and bunch of stories with the other girls whom I have known them as well as everything went through, and they keep standing beside me all along. Thanks. A lot.
Anyway, today is... a week after I broke up with my boyf. We have been just, about a month. Perhaps, it's safe to say that until today; we still as close as before. We took that decision, or I took, because of; there are so many things we have to do, and there is so less time we have. He told me that he will wait for me, but all I can say; let time answers your vow. But, don't you believe this; "When love comes, it can't be wrong"? And it comes to me, once again. I'm just letting this go through; of what sense I feel, of what things I do; and let God shows love the way.
And now, I'm looking forward for Faculty of Dentistry; Padjadjaran University. Okay, I'm majored in Social; and it means, I have to work hard twice, oh no, more and more and more. Imagine everything about it, I don't know, will it be a dream-comes-true, or keep stay in my mind as still a dream. I'm scared, totally. So pray for me please; forgive me if I have made some mistakes, I beg you ;)
I'm waiting for the end to come.
I'm on my way; writing all the rest.
Hugs,
N
