I drove alone tonight, suddenly I have nowhere to go after this evening I lost my courses schedule. I called some of my friends, and they picked up the phone by saying; I'm going to study for SIMAK UI try out which will be held on tomorrow. I chatted some in bbm, and... though the distance never tears us apart, it's like, I felt so far away with her.
She is, one of my best friends. Kind of, few of people who kept stay with me; for whatever all have been said and done. She was, and is still... my best friend until now. Until something I don't know, or I'd rather call it nothing, happened, and it made me, or us, missing her a lot.
My bad, I need to hug her right now.
I, exactly, was waiting for someone to come. He told me in the morning, he would come if he has done his business. But, what the !$#%^%*)^&$^#!, when I called him, he said sorry for not telling me that he was hanging out with his friends tonight.
I was, speechless. And breathless, perhaps.
So then; I have nowhere to go, with nobody to talk.
Until I decided to click 'send', a trash-short-message, and wasn't expecting too much to get the reply. And, whoa, someone over there, answered me, a blink of an eye. W-H-O-A!
We had a little chit-chat then, and something he said; realizing me that there are sooo many more important things to think about, and to get to do, than a little something called; heart troubles. He wakes me up, for not wasting my time that have been already this short. At the end, he said; "Good luck for you."
Unbelievably, I felt, a lot better.
Thank you for holding my hands tonight :-)
