I've been through a lot of things over the past 5 years. I've had the biggest turning point in my life, in trusting someone, after the greatest heart breaking moment that I could barely deal afterward. Ever since then, I didn't take relationship as a serious thing. I came along from one to another boy, left them hanging and even broken. Until now when I'm nearly, hardly, unbelievably, eventually falling in love again, this boy, just doesn't take relationship as a serious thing. What an irony, he used to be my best friend.
I'm being brutally frank here, writing down what I'm feeling inside without caring that in case the related people will read this, because I have no any idea about what will be going to happen between us again after all the things that have been said and done. But I thank him enough for over and over, giving my heart a place to rest when everything I had is turned and left. And if happiness is what we're looking for, I hope wholeheartedly may Allah grant my wishes for me, for him, for us, whether in a part or apart, that sooner or later we'll feel what it's like to love and be loved again.
So, if life is a box of red velvet cupcakes, then we're too young enough to taste all the sweet in every bite it gave. And when everything will be gone, which I know it will always be, I have finally could say that there are still much reasons I should be thankful for. Alhamdulillah. :)