Thursday

Nobody's home.


Have you ever laid on the floor as you stepped after the door and just cried? Cried because you were never good enough though you've tried so hard. Cried because the only thing you've mastered at is only cried. Cried because your family is dysfunctional, but you're just the kid who can't do shit about it. Cried because your friends are so out of reach whereas the matter of their presence is overrated. Cried because your college and all of its contains; the people, the academical things, keep pushing you so fucking tight that you can barely breathe. But they tell you to stop complaining, that you have it much better than the kids in Africa. You don't want to be a burden, so you bottle it all up. Around them, you're the happiest bitch laughing all the stupid things yet nobody knows; you've had the toughest time every time you're back alone.

Trust me, I know how it feels.