Tuesday

Are you satisfied if...?

A: "Why'd you still be alone after all this time?"
B: "Pardon?"
A: "Yeah, I mean, aren't you looking for any relationship?"
B: "What the hell..."
A: "What the hell with you? I guess it won't be that hard for you to get a boyfriend."
B: "Not as simple as that."
A: "Haven't you moved on? Oh come on, another year flies by."
B: "No, I have. I'm just... tired of those things."
A: "You mean?"
B: "I've been into relationships before. We started, we broke up. We gave sweet things, we spitted shits out. We reached up above, we fell down below. What's the point? We wasted our time, our money, even our tears for some things that we could laugh on afterward, like: what the fuck I've been doing? And now I'm tired of those things, that's all."
A: "Know what? You're a piece of bullshit. You just haven't met the one, have you?"
B: "How could you convince that this person was just the one? I thought my first until my last were the one but then they proved me wrong."
A: "It's awful, your heart was petrified. Break the ice, don't you give a try?"
B: "That every time I do, I guess it doesn't even work out. Some boys were just playing around; they made me believe that something, you know, will happen between us but then they left me hanging. Some others are jerk; they took advantage from me, cheated on another girls, and even told clearly doesn't want to get into relationship. That sucks, right?"
A: "But not all the boys are like that, you can't take it generally. What if, in case you have many boy friends, don't you? Sure that you know them so well, why don't you pick one of them, for example?"
B: "I know, I didn't take it generally. I've been falling in those holes, over and over again. And it seems like that's no lucky I'm in love with my best friend. There was always nothing more, even when I know that there was something going wrong, I keep silent not because I don't know; I simply don't want to break anything even with the truth."
A: "What's the matter with you?!"
B: "Listen, I like being on my own. I'm not an orphan, I've got many friends; I'm completely alive. I drive my own car, I pay my own bill, I clean my own shit. Well, it would be nice having a partner who makes day by day through easier in two shoulders rather than one, but this time, I'm just tired. Tired of waiting, tired of seeking, tired of... everything's related. Trust me, I'll make my time to think about it later."
A: "But..."
B: "WHAT'S MORE, HUH?! ARE YOU SATISFIED IF I SAY I'M A LESBIAN?"
A: "WHATTT?!"
B: "Then let's stop this stupid talk."