So that I have been away from home in approximately 48 hours. Where have I been? Somewhere... I don't want to remember either, but...
...last night I slept in Dea's home. A random day yet surprisingly being a sweet escape. A long driving toward leads me to soothe again the pieces of this heart they leave me apart. First, it was likely usual, me and Dea again and again. But that day, we kind of kidnapped Ica and Suci into my car and voila, there we've gone some miles away from town.
That's it for this weekend, I guess. My Dad just arrived from his work and I don't think I'll be going again for the rest of these days ahead, though it will be a long weekend holiday, because sincerely I do miss him already. My sister is home too, so is my Mom in her home. And by here, I'm sitting in my room looking backward the memories which I recall back this week. The week of acceptance, the week I saw my (used to be) another best friend in a distance. Know what? I'm sad... :')
But the point is she's not even worth my tears, I hardly told myself but deaf in my ears. I thought maybe the part of letting go will be much easier with the upcoming final exam next week, well I really do hope so. Wish us luck then, would you?
ps: I'm so in love with this... polaroid? LMFAO. Anyway, I thank you for being there De, ha-ha I don't have any knowing if I didn't meet you here, maybe now I'll be back studying again to continue my super-hard-to-reach-dream being a dentist, and you'll go to an art institute instead with your super-hard-to-resist-talent. But fate already brought us here, then what else we could deny? Thank you for ease anything; the getting, the losing, everything. We still owe... 2,5 or no longer than... 3 years more together owrait? Xoxo.
