Sunday

Summer perfectly has gone away.







This is on July, when everything usually has began. How is your holiday? Mine is getting bored lately. These nights, I could hardly sleep because of this thing from the past keeps haunting me with no merciful. I'm on my way to forget this, okay, my forever after ex's trouble, hope this won't last at least until I'll begin my college day, month later.

By the way, my class XII Social 3 will hold a vacation within a week after. And I can't go with them because my family already had a plan about my birthday on the same date. Yes, how I do love em so bad. I have never been feeling like now on, I really want to go to school again. But yes, summer perfectly has gone away.

Uh, what's more?
I lost my best boy friend, without my conscience. He celebrated his birthday lately and I couldn't go on. I couldn't see something right between us again, and the hell is, I can't pretend like I don't care no more with him, like what he's done to me. May Allah replace him with the better ones. I'm blessed because I know, I still have the big brothers in every silly night chat, and the 'Barney and Friends' group in BBM whom I could still count on. Ah ya, I miss Dinda and Caroline so very bad.

If you read this accidentally, Mom's step son who once I ever knew as my best friend; let's we chase our own cars from now on. I know that everything has a time, there is an ending in every beginning, so that maybe... the time is already over for us. We'll do it all. Everything. In our own. We don't need. Anything. Or anyone. Thank you so much, baby blue bracket.

Oh, at last, may Allah allows Germany to be the champion on their every 20 years winning. Spanish is hot, but German's hotter. Müller or Özil?