God answers my pray.

I told in my previous post, I really wish I could get over my forever after ex's trouble at least until I'll begin my college day. But what really is, God's hands work out as fast as we can never expect. This could be swiftly solved because suddenly this morning... I got the answer.

I woke up by one short message ringing on my phone. She is my baby girl, you guess what, I have been missing her after since that last night we met. We got a silly chat, as usual, until finally she asked me this, "Nis, what about if I like your ex? Do I betray you?"

JLEB. What the hell was shooting on my heart. I should feel that, right? Yes, my head said that I should feel that. I should feel that I am betrayed. I should feel that she hurt me inside. I should feel all that. I am so human to be feeling like that, more over, I do still love him.

But heaven knows, I was laughing right there.

My heart said no, I shouldn't feel all that. It's so strange, as a girl like me, actually to accept this fact: my ex and my best friend, they could be together. But all I can whisper this morning was like; "Alhamdulillah, alhamdulillah, and can't say alhamdulillah enough, alhamdulillah," what's better than seeing both of the people you love, finding their happiness altogether with?




So I said to her, "Never mind dear; I'm glad to hear that he's already with the right person now, more over... glad to hear that she is my best friend."