Friday

The light wasn't here. It just sneaks out from my window.

I can't sleep. I can't dream tonight.
I need somebody and always.
(Blink 182, I Miss You)




Where have you been?
I have been home. I am sick.

I skipped school, again, today. These 2 days, I've got a painful headache which made my influenza getting worse. It was fine, back then, when I had someone to share all my day.

Sometimes, we have to meet the wrong person before we find the right one, right? When you say that; "We used to be together, but now that time is no longer ours", it means you haven't found them yet. They easily come, easily go; even take you for granted. That's the truth, even it hurts.

But... would you believe if one day we could really meet the right ones?
There's one thing I have no idea to say.

I mean, what if you already find the one, they simply get you believe that you have found the right one, but then... they just leave? Oh, come on, there's still a long way to go to find another, if only we don't let our heart get involved.

Yes,
there's a fragile thing we called heart.
It needs a second to fall in love, but even takes years to completely mended.

We are just teenagers, however. When we get hurt this time, years later we will call this such a fool thing, even get laugh at what we have been doing.

So that, really...
I just want to grow up.


Oh and by the way, happy 17th birthday Karina Luthfia.