Wednesday

I had some dreams; they were clouds in my coffee.


if it's not too late for coffee, I'll be at your place in 10
we'll hit that all night diner and then, we'll see..
there's a love that transcends all that we've known of ourselves
and I'll wait for it to come.. I'll wait for it to come.
(Copeland, Coffee)


This is.. terrible week-days.
I have missed, about, 2 or 3 days during these two weeks. I know, apparently, there are still a lot things waiting to do, but.. it seems that I'm too tired to make it all done.

Or just because, I'm a moody one?
And now on my mood is gone away.

Mom said, "You can't be played by mood. It's none of choices if you're applying to Dentistry". But hey, will a Dentist need to read a map, define which is strato mountain, what is continental shelf, or explain those types of land? Do they make a financial statement by themselves, or take a look for Gross National Product, or draw supply and demand curve for the sake of goods price? Do they have to tell their patients when did Megalithic phase in Indonesia, or get to show them how to solve a social conflict; which one do you prefer between arbitration, mediation, segregation, majority rule, and........................................ blah.

I'm sorry. I'm burst out.

Regret is always coming late. If only I studied harder in the past 2 grades, if only I ran to Mrs. Indah for Biology remedial class, if only I wrote something in my Chemistry notebook.... so yap!
Regret is always coming late.

Just skip it. I either don't know why I keep writing.

One thing I should learn here; do never waste your plenty time. Because when every single second counts, it will never be back again to your hand. If a chance comes once, so mistake does. No more time to repeat your mistake; no need to fall in the same hole twice. Got it.

So now.. study becomes a very good idea.



Uh.. how I miss Dinda and Caroline so bad :-(