Friday

Work Hard Pray Hard

I'm still in my uniform, take a look at my calendar, and counting down the days of November. I now find that; I only have about, oh, 6 months for reading back those Science subjects. Don't ask what will I take then. I bet you'll go on and laugh. Am I too late to decide? I'm having some heart troubles recently; thus whelmed me to think of nothing. This 1 year, or more, I spent with such wasting things I haven't found yet what was all about. Not in my capability as a moody one, worse, I wasn't in a constant settle.

Afterall, this last year when all that things have screwed up; with all the people I even haven't known who, they easily came, more easily have gone, and everything suddenly changed. I have to stay, oh I mean; start to stay, focus. Though, there's a doubt spreads inside my heart, and I can't let it go as easy as chase away a butterfly in my stomach. And how it affects me, not to hope in a miracle nor another fairytale stuffs; but by this sooo simple way, in a real work and pray hard, this left short last time.

I'm looking forward for going back home,
I'll fight.

it's Dinda, our new year's eve vacation

Geez, I really need my blue sky holiday back.