Ica: Hahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha!
Dea: Ca, lo gak takut nangis apa? Dari tadi ketawa seneng banget...
Ica: (laughing still, the others too. I bet nobody there noticed what Dea said)
Nisa: (stop laughing in time)
Indeed, De, indeed. It's such an usual case in life. We had everything in a package. Laugh and tears, smile and frown, day before night, even life towards death. I completely believe it's true. And here what I'm trying to say is, it can never be rain forever, right? I just need to make sure that what I completely believe is true, is true. And I believe that God always works out His plans in every beautiful way.
I have this much to be afraid of. But on that same day, Gome told me this: "It's only the really matter of time. If you have 100 days to be with the one you believe he's truly the good for you, the next day you give up on him will be the day you suffer of being without him. But what if you give up on the day 10? It may be the easier way to suffer as you both haven't gotten attached to one another too far, that in return, you lose the rest 90 days to be with that 'good' one. See, just let it be. If God generously have given you a way into one more blessing from Him, why don't you go and fight for it? For at least, no matter what will happen, in the end we have known how it feels ever being with the one we know them worth it." Really, it's like, literally, he put my heart on the table and opened it up seam by seam so there I was, with words bunched but it can't burst out.
Get a grip, self. So which one of God's blessing you deny at? (QS. 55:16)
