Hola, it's me again!
Well, those white-blues-girls are my best friends since high school, Audita and Hesti, though we're not on the same schools back then. What to say, fate aka takdir? Hahaha why so serious. Udah lama banget gak ketemu karena jadwal yang gak pernah pas, dan sekalinya ketemu masih kurang Diva. Go on then, the point is, time does really fly, ya. Dan disadari atau nggak, disengaja atau nggak, di antara selang waktu itu kita udah banyak membuat pilihan. It should be no regret as you choose it by yourself, eh?
Dari mulai nentuin pilihan universitas sampe jurusan. Nentuin pilihan orang-orang yang bisa dipercaya untuk jadi teman-teman yang baru di tempat yang baru pula. All about choices. Life's about choices. Masih banyak contoh-contoh lain tentang pilihan yang seharusnya membawa perubahan yang lebih baik di dalam hidup kita, yang kadang malah berlaku sebaliknya, mendatangkan kehancuran. So it takes time to think. Tapi waktu gak bisa nunggu, bukan? Waktu terus jalan, sedangkan umur makin berkurang. Dan gak berasa lusa udah masuk kuliah lagi, semester 4. Well, untuk yang ini sepertinya memang gak ada pilihan.
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Sebenernya ada deng.
And I've already made a choice. I've canceled that scholarship. I've canceled that before it's even begun to start. Setelah dua minggu yang penuh dilema sampai akhirnya gue memutuskan untuk let it pass. Call me stupid then. I don't know either why the hell I've been that brave to blow that. Dad will be okay, and Mom will be fine but when it came to that final day, I completely realise that it's just an escape for everything I've messed around in this place.
Whereas the point now is, I realise that I either don't have any reason to stay here. And I've canceled that way out there. But someday, somewhere, somehow, God forever knows best. So you don't need to know, you just need to believe.
Keep calm and let the universe surprises you, xxoo.
Well, those white-blues-girls are my best friends since high school, Audita and Hesti, though we're not on the same schools back then. What to say, fate aka takdir? Hahaha why so serious. Udah lama banget gak ketemu karena jadwal yang gak pernah pas, dan sekalinya ketemu masih kurang Diva. Go on then, the point is, time does really fly, ya. Dan disadari atau nggak, disengaja atau nggak, di antara selang waktu itu kita udah banyak membuat pilihan. It should be no regret as you choose it by yourself, eh?
Dari mulai nentuin pilihan universitas sampe jurusan. Nentuin pilihan orang-orang yang bisa dipercaya untuk jadi teman-teman yang baru di tempat yang baru pula. All about choices. Life's about choices. Masih banyak contoh-contoh lain tentang pilihan yang seharusnya membawa perubahan yang lebih baik di dalam hidup kita, yang kadang malah berlaku sebaliknya, mendatangkan kehancuran. So it takes time to think. Tapi waktu gak bisa nunggu, bukan? Waktu terus jalan, sedangkan umur makin berkurang. Dan gak berasa lusa udah masuk kuliah lagi, semester 4. Well, untuk yang ini sepertinya memang gak ada pilihan.
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.....
Sebenernya ada deng.
And I've already made a choice. I've canceled that scholarship. I've canceled that before it's even begun to start. Setelah dua minggu yang penuh dilema sampai akhirnya gue memutuskan untuk let it pass. Call me stupid then. I don't know either why the hell I've been that brave to blow that. Dad will be okay, and Mom will be fine but when it came to that final day, I completely realise that it's just an escape for everything I've messed around in this place.
Whereas the point now is, I realise that I either don't have any reason to stay here. And I've canceled that way out there. But someday, somewhere, somehow, God forever knows best. So you don't need to know, you just need to believe.
Keep calm and let the universe surprises you, xxoo.
