Well, seems like I can't abandon this blog way too long, so here I am back writing again. I don't know, I've found it's kinda easier writing on the blog since I'd always need some space to tell how life goes on. I've made a tumblr yet, you know, but when I stared on that page I just thought why bother it seems so depressed? I know it shouldn't be that way, but at that time, I really am, what, okay, depressed.
Did I tell you that I have a nightmare? Yes, that third fucking nightmare. I can't feel anything that time—I'm not too much—everyday passed by it gets harder than before. But hey, it has been two weeks after my birthday, and then I realise there was no use to fall asleep crying—no more—every single night. Because when I said, "It's over," another part of me was always asking back, "Was it ever on?" Hahaha that doesn't even make sense, right?
So there the story goes—well, yeah maybe, I don't know either—just like that. And what I learned yesterday that there will always be some people who tell your life is much worth it when you can't tell it yourself. See, who could ask more for blessings if God has given us more than enough?
Did I tell you that I have a nightmare? Yes, that third fucking nightmare. I can't feel anything that time—I'm not too much—everyday passed by it gets harder than before. But hey, it has been two weeks after my birthday, and then I realise there was no use to fall asleep crying—no more—every single night. Because when I said, "It's over," another part of me was always asking back, "Was it ever on?" Hahaha that doesn't even make sense, right?
So there the story goes—well, yeah maybe, I don't know either—just like that. And what I learned yesterday that there will always be some people who tell your life is much worth it when you can't tell it yourself. See, who could ask more for blessings if God has given us more than enough?
my 7 years old best friend, Biyan
enough familiar? yep she's Icong, my sister from another mother
meet Dea, my best partner in crime (if not weird not my friend, De!)
another sisters from another mothers, Nikon & Muthe
walcom divas aka Devina, Andini, Chiquita, too bad Ranindra's going home firstps: I miss Caroline, Dinda, & Samuel so sooo bad & also Diva, Hesti, & Anita, and Mandibir, where have you all been?
Have a nice weekend :)
