I'm kinda lol my formspring is getting random. You should stop by if you want, I put the link after my twitter on this page. It's like, me being insecure if I put that too serious. I mean, where do you know those things from?
How holiday this long is flatter than ever. I spend twice a week for some therapy, well it's okay backward, I'd always love the smell of hospital but I guess it will be no longer then. Maybe for me, the real definition of enough is: I'm sick and tired of being sick and tired. Never mind there, all is well is everything I know I will.
Out of that topic, there has been something disturbing me within these days. Am I too much or what, those stranger calls enough freak me out. What's the problem? I'm done expecting, not also overreacting. But that doesn't make me feel even a little relief, because in fact, it hasn't stopped yet by today. Overmore, my car is broken. I don't know what actually happened that now I've been literally stuck at home without any ability to figure out what is going on outside, related with the call and whose the hell voice behind. Silly me, I should have not depended on anything too much by the way. That enough scared me but if I was that wrong, just fyi I've obeyed your ask instead. Case closed, right? So there I put the full stop.
Anyway, since my faculty doesn't hold any short term academic this year, I'm still having no idea what the rest of this holiday I will spend for. Some of my friends ask me to join them applying for part time working, some ask me to just going around and having fun. Unless you're close enough to me, you'll know what matters I say no for this week.
Whereas give me coffee, cigars, and friends... I don't need to see the doctor lol.
How holiday this long is flatter than ever. I spend twice a week for some therapy, well it's okay backward, I'd always love the smell of hospital but I guess it will be no longer then. Maybe for me, the real definition of enough is: I'm sick and tired of being sick and tired. Never mind there, all is well is everything I know I will.
Out of that topic, there has been something disturbing me within these days. Am I too much or what, those stranger calls enough freak me out. What's the problem? I'm done expecting, not also overreacting. But that doesn't make me feel even a little relief, because in fact, it hasn't stopped yet by today. Overmore, my car is broken. I don't know what actually happened that now I've been literally stuck at home without any ability to figure out what is going on outside, related with the call and whose the hell voice behind. Silly me, I should have not depended on anything too much by the way. That enough scared me but if I was that wrong, just fyi I've obeyed your ask instead. Case closed, right? So there I put the full stop.
Anyway, since my faculty doesn't hold any short term academic this year, I'm still having no idea what the rest of this holiday I will spend for. Some of my friends ask me to join them applying for part time working, some ask me to just going around and having fun. Unless you're close enough to me, you'll know what matters I say no for this week.
Whereas give me coffee, cigars, and friends... I don't need to see the doctor lol.
