Saturday

If I could I would take more polaroids of this time.

(click on the image for larger, I bet you wanna bite my cheeks :3)


I can't remember the detail what's age I'm in above. How fast time flies, and less than two months I will turn into 19. As I close my eyes sometimes, watching the life I've been living in after this long is undeniably one thing makes me feel one step ahead to death.

Who knows, then? It could be anytime, anywhere, with any unexpected way. I wish this was just an April Mop joke but the calendar was already flipped into May. I'm tired of being struggle yet to give up is not a choice. But at least I'm getting used to, I will cope with this too. I don't want to get to the end of my life and find that I lived just the length of it, I want to have lived the width of it as well. Is there any plenty of time, God?

"So if there ever comes a day when we can't be together, keep me in your heart. I'll stay there forever." - (Winnie the Pooh to Piglet).