Sunday

Mixture feelings.

First, for the people I called best friends. I miss you already, come home soon babies. In every single step I take, here is your breath I'd always let in. Now life is harder as we grow older, but I no need you less, like yesterday has always been today.

Second, for the people I recently hold onto everyday. I know, having guy as best friend is really fun, and lucky me I'm not only having one. One thing you should know, as long as you'd be here you can always count me in. Thank you for your caring to drive me home, for those silly times we've all spent together, I heart you guys fuck yeah smash-blast.

Third, for the people I regard as newly meet sisters of mine. I'm glad we made it, you know, for each night heart breaking and each day hard laughing. I maybe ain't as good as you see but believe me from the upfront I convinced myself not to be another something in here. We'll shine together ha ha ha I'm not bullshitting.

Fourth, for the person I look after these six months. We can force nothing to be attached with somebody's feeling. Like I force you to love me nor you force me not to love you. However, no matter, being best friends still is a wise enough escape. It's okay even if everything that we had didn't mean a thing to you, I'm fine as long as you're single ha ha ha fuck.

Fifth, for Mom and Dad and the rest of the family. I've been questioning this before since so long, can we just shut the hell up and let life flows itself? Can you both just live your own lives without another forever after and to be continued war? The truth is: we're already broken after you're divorced so what else can I do to repair?

Sixth at last, for God. Would You tell those people above what I'm going to say?
Truly what is on sky and earth are all in Your hold.


Keep calm and carry on, XO.