Thursday

Warning.

Hey you, yes you, a woman who steals my family's happiness.

I know you are watching. I know you are frequently opening this site of mine. I know you are having some talks to me. I know that all, since the only thing I don't know is what I have to do with you.

Years ago, I happened to meet you for the first time. Believe it or not, I liked you. But it couldn't stay any longer after you muss a place that I ever called home. And there I told myself; no matter what you have done to me, my Mom and my Dad, my sister, I don't have to revenge because I'm fully into a conscience that it will just make me the same like you. I am sincerely sincere to let the story goes. And just so you know this was my biggest achievement I have ever reached.

Then what? I obviously see there was nothing I would like to say to you. I have sacrificed too much, so did my Mom and the rest of the family. Enough is enough. I have never bothered you, but if you're bothered with me and my sister; it's your problem, not ours. Clear, huh?

Oh! I want you to know something I fell on today. My friend mocked me like, don't you have a happy childhood life? Ha-ha, you already know the answer. I know it was a kind of joke from him but it tore my heart too deep. All I want to say to him is; if he doesn't know how it feels growing up in World War III, just shut the fuck up or I will get rid of him. And there I was, driving in the middle of the tears and ending up nowhere.

And last for utmost, would you please not to tell my Dad anymore what I painted my heart in here? I would gladly support whatever you want from him, wholeheartedly. Just be calm then I will not bite you. I have been vulnerable enough, you are walking way too surpass my boundaries.

Thank you.