Oh, this is my department mates. There only stands for about 70 students this year, no wonder we're getting close as fast as others can't. And what the point is I'm gonna write here... I miss my college, so bad.
The thing is, I have been hospitalized for these last 4 days. It sucks, you know; all day long sleeping, all night long aching. I had some troubles with my digestion, and that's why I have to stay in hospital again for the 6th time, along my whole life. Dangerous, eh? I don't know, I still have a big God anyway.
Last night I stay at hospital, I was all alone, and lonely. At the 5th floor hospital room, having dinner by myself with night sky view throughout the window... don't know why, it's peaceful. I think a lot. About things I have been doing and what I'm going to. Who am I? Who will I become? And yet, the answer is silence. I'm holding onto myself and feeling so... indescribable. And I'm walking through the night.
Oh yeah, after skipping my daily life for awhile, tomorrow I'll go back to campus again. I heard some news that the President of USA, Barrack Obama, will visit my college on the next Wednesday and it spreads issues that some of lectures of this week will be another free day for us. Well, I don't know much. But one thing for sure, I'm glad my normal life is back.
Okay, it's night already and I bet driving through my house until Depok is really really gonna need my extra energy after healing. Wish me well, would you?
HA. I've never been this excited to go to campus.
I miss something here?
