Friday

It's not the goodbye that hurts, but the flashback that follows.

Well, remember about Mr. Duck?

I lost him these few months. They used to say that 'first love never dies'. Oh, this is too bad he doesn't feel the same, I guess. Come on, 5 years passed! Oh well.There is maybe something a girl can never forget. Maybe.

We talked about a week ago, and got this conversation then. Mind if I write the following translation? I think I was mistaken, I hope so.

Me: Your new girlfriend is pretty. (she stole you from me)
Mr. Duck: Well, she is. (but you're prettier than her)
Me: I heard she is so amazing, great girl. (I know I wasn't that amazing, that great)
Mr. Duck: Yeah, I think so. (she's got nothing on you)
Me: You must know everything about her. (more than you know about me)
Mr. Duck: I have to, right? (I rejected her call when I was with you)
Me: I bet you love her so much, eh? (please say NO)
Mr. Duck: Of course, she is my girlfriend anyway. (you don't hear what my heart says NO)
Me: Great, I hope you both last. (like we never did)
Mr. Duck: Thank you, I hope too. (why can't we?)
Me: Oh well, I guess Mom's calling. (before my tears drop in front of you)
Mr. Duck: My regards to her. (I hope you don't cry in front of me)
Me: Bye. (I can't get over you)
Mr. Duck: Bye. (I never can)


As long as I go, these almost 6 years.