The National Examination is, thankfully, already over. Honestly, I'm a little bit scared of the result of, oh come on, Geography and Economic... that will be sooo grateful if I could reach... 7? Yeah, it seems I couldn't pass my own target, it's even more and more harder than those sucks Try Outs, believe it or not! I saw some of my friends cried on those last 2 days, but after all, we should believe this with pray, guys, 2010 LULUS 100%, amen.
Well,
though we haven't reached the finish yet, which it means there's still a lot of tests we have to pass, there was something make me 'breathing' after all this tough times. Yes, spell it, love is still all around. And I hope... there will be another this March, ever more.
I was celebrating my Daddy's birthday few days ago. It's been so long since the last day we shared our times together, because of there was no plenty times left between us. He was so busy recently, with those flight schedules he had to leave from one project building to others. Yes, my Dad is an Engineer. Every time we passed some buildings in the corner of the town, he proudly told me that, "It was built with blablabla...", and I asked him strangely, "How come you should know that?", he replied, "I'm the one who built it".
That's why he put a big hope to me, may that someday I will be there as an Engineer like him, or another exact profession in science studies. And I've been so regretful, years ago, when I only could bring my report sheet is written by this social major, in front of him. He was mad at me, first, and I could understand enough what did he mean. I'm letting myself promise then, whatever I'll do for my next future... it's all because of him. So that I hope, may FKG UNPAD could repay what he has been disappointed by his own daughter. Amen.
It sounds the same, like what my bests wishes for their future. We took the first of bringing pride to our parents. Dinda told me once, no matter how far the university she got; if it will be medicine, she'll take it for her Mom. So does Caroline, she is on her way for it. Oh, damn, how I love them both much.
I remember that day,
And,
this is what completing the puzzle of mine. After all the long heart broken times that unbelievably could be over, he came to me as a simply healer. No need too much, you know, on our first date he just even wore his number 9 short of his basketball team! He asked me, as santai as always, "Why does people dress so well?" I thought first kinda, ya menurut looo? Haha, but that's why I like him. The unpredictable, surprising one. He could be whatever I want to, by being himself. He could be a best friend to share, he could be a brother to protect, and thankfully... he could be a man to love, he could be my boyfriend.
Last night, when I'm trying to joke, I thought as always he would be joking me back, and make me feel like a fool-you-can't-joke-as-well-as-you-hope. Well, I was wrong because in sudden he asked me to do this.
A little bit surprising that the boy used to be not so romantic person, could be saying like that to his girl. Oh, mistaken, he told me that I'm not his girl. His lady.
And I thought today will be the last of break day, before tomorrow the practice exam will be held in school, continued with other intensive courses for SIMAK UI and a few left days for SMUP preparation. So that I hope; may the sun is still shining, things are getting so warm like a summer breeze, through. Amen :')
Well,
though we haven't reached the finish yet, which it means there's still a lot of tests we have to pass, there was something make me 'breathing' after all this tough times. Yes, spell it, love is still all around. And I hope... there will be another this March, ever more.
I was celebrating my Daddy's birthday few days ago. It's been so long since the last day we shared our times together, because of there was no plenty times left between us. He was so busy recently, with those flight schedules he had to leave from one project building to others. Yes, my Dad is an Engineer. Every time we passed some buildings in the corner of the town, he proudly told me that, "It was built with blablabla...", and I asked him strangely, "How come you should know that?", he replied, "I'm the one who built it".
That's why he put a big hope to me, may that someday I will be there as an Engineer like him, or another exact profession in science studies. And I've been so regretful, years ago, when I only could bring my report sheet is written by this social major, in front of him. He was mad at me, first, and I could understand enough what did he mean. I'm letting myself promise then, whatever I'll do for my next future... it's all because of him. So that I hope, may FKG UNPAD could repay what he has been disappointed by his own daughter. Amen.
It sounds the same, like what my bests wishes for their future. We took the first of bringing pride to our parents. Dinda told me once, no matter how far the university she got; if it will be medicine, she'll take it for her Mom. So does Caroline, she is on her way for it. Oh, damn, how I love them both much.
I remember that day,
D: lemme take the picture of my bestest!May we should be together through ya, Bu Dokter! When someday we have finally made it done, just remember these days we still laugh together. Like a cup of our Hot Chocolate, blended with Almond, Hazelnut, and Caramel syrups. Best luck for your UTUL UGM today.
N: uh, who?
C: I'll capture you both, eh?
D: no! three of us, please
And,
this is what completing the puzzle of mine. After all the long heart broken times that unbelievably could be over, he came to me as a simply healer. No need too much, you know, on our first date he just even wore his number 9 short of his basketball team! He asked me, as santai as always, "Why does people dress so well?" I thought first kinda, ya menurut looo? Haha, but that's why I like him. The unpredictable, surprising one. He could be whatever I want to, by being himself. He could be a best friend to share, he could be a brother to protect, and thankfully... he could be a man to love, he could be my boyfriend.
Last night, when I'm trying to joke, I thought as always he would be joking me back, and make me feel like a fool-you-can't-joke-as-well-as-you-hope. Well, I was wrong because in sudden he asked me to do this.
G: Would you stand in front of the mirror?
N: Hah? I already know you always called me fat
G: Would you?
N: Okay, so then?
G: There was standing in front of you; a lady whom I worth her the most, a lady whom I worth her the most...
N: ...
A little bit surprising that the boy used to be not so romantic person, could be saying like that to his girl. Oh, mistaken, he told me that I'm not his girl. His lady.
And I thought today will be the last of break day, before tomorrow the practice exam will be held in school, continued with other intensive courses for SIMAK UI and a few left days for SMUP preparation. So that I hope; may the sun is still shining, things are getting so warm like a summer breeze, through. Amen :')
Hugs,
Karunia Khairunnisa.
