Sunday

You never lose him. You never have him.

I ask him once,
he replies.

I ask him twice,
he doesn't.

What if, he is so special for you, but in fact; you're just even nobody for him? I know, tho I'm not that pathetically craving him, I still do not even know what does truly he feel, what does it suppose to be. Back real, what if this just nothing?

Just let me... keep watching his back in front of my class, seeing he drinks his favorite cup of hot tea, staring at him in the eyes and hearing his voice calling back my name. That's the only things left I could done my longing to him.


He's like no other.