Secret admirer.

I don't know what you have done to me.

when you're around the autumn feels like summer
how come you're always messing up the weather
just like you do to me

You know, I hate that time when I accidentally meet you. I hate to feel worried whether my hair has been neat or not, whether I have to smile and say 'hi' to you, or have I just simply leave that corridor instead of finding my cheek getting red? Have I? Haven't I? Don't you realize?

last night in my sleep,
I dreamt of you riding on my counting sheep
how you're always bouncing?
oh, you look so annoying

You know, I hate for watching your back in front of my class. I hate to ask myself whether you know that I have been waiting for you, whether you think that I'm just your another stalker, or have I just simply keep on dreaming your face instead of starting a conversation with you? Have I? Haven't I? Don't you realize?

I always think that you're a very nice fellow
but suddenly you make me feel so mellow
every time you say, "Hello"

You know, I hate for hearing of what they say about you. I hate to find the fact that you're just so out of reach, whether there is any real too good to be true guy in yourself, so then have I just stay in silence even when you call my name, and letting my friends tell you what I'm too afraid to tell? Have I? Haven't I? Don't you realize?

I never thought my heart could be so yearning
please tell me now why you so try to ignore me
cause I do miss you so

You know, I hate to be like this. I hate to be stuck in here, wondering of what are you doing for every second passed me by. I hate to let you on my mind without knowing what I am supposed to do. As well, could you tell me whether I have to get over you soon, instead of taking enough bravery to approach you, nor getting closer to you? Have I? Haven't I? Don't you realize?








I don't know what I have to do. I don't know how does he feel.
He's not even Teddy Bear of mine. I'm just his secret admirer.