Life is getting harder.
Sometimes, the colorful days are turned so gray. Worse, when things from the past are suddenly haunting you back; at the time you really get sure that you have moved on.
You know, some people are can't be understood. When they said that they love you, they lost their tongue days later. People change like seasons, and we can't force ourselves to understand them through. In fact, they leave you. And leave a pain that marks forever.
I thought, she could be my friend. But lately I realized that she could not; we live in different world that I can't determine whether it's beyond this unfair reason or not. Here it is. The heart trouble, on the same person. It would be clear that I shouldn't be there instead, not that because she was on my place, but... it makes me sad whenever I see her, there, where I used to be. I'm not going to make it worse by saying,
"Damn sure, the girl who had the sunshine that once shined on me,
she is my friend".
Yes, you can't always have whatever you want.
"You know it's nothing new; bad news never had good timing. But then the circle of your friends will defend the silver lining. Pain throws your heart to the ground, love turns the whole thing around. No, it won't all go the way, it should... but I know the heart of life is good" (John Mayer).
I'm lucky I'm having those best people in my life. I'm lucky I'm having their laughter when I'm feeling bad. I'm lucky I'm having the other eyes to see from the other side. I'm lucky I'm having the other mouths to speak what is locked on my heart. I'm lucky I'm having the other hands to lift me up when I'm down.
I'm lucky... I still have a dream to fly to South New York,
to write his name again on my next page.
I miss you, Mr. Cold.
Sometimes, the colorful days are turned so gray. Worse, when things from the past are suddenly haunting you back; at the time you really get sure that you have moved on.
You know, some people are can't be understood. When they said that they love you, they lost their tongue days later. People change like seasons, and we can't force ourselves to understand them through. In fact, they leave you. And leave a pain that marks forever.
I thought, she could be my friend. But lately I realized that she could not; we live in different world that I can't determine whether it's beyond this unfair reason or not. Here it is. The heart trouble, on the same person. It would be clear that I shouldn't be there instead, not that because she was on my place, but... it makes me sad whenever I see her, there, where I used to be. I'm not going to make it worse by saying,
"Damn sure, the girl who had the sunshine that once shined on me,
she is my friend".
Yes, you can't always have whatever you want.
"You know it's nothing new; bad news never had good timing. But then the circle of your friends will defend the silver lining. Pain throws your heart to the ground, love turns the whole thing around. No, it won't all go the way, it should... but I know the heart of life is good" (John Mayer).
I'm lucky I'm having those best people in my life. I'm lucky I'm having their laughter when I'm feeling bad. I'm lucky I'm having the other eyes to see from the other side. I'm lucky I'm having the other mouths to speak what is locked on my heart. I'm lucky I'm having the other hands to lift me up when I'm down.
I'm lucky... I still have a dream to fly to South New York,
to write his name again on my next page.
I miss you, Mr. Cold.
I wish you a blue sky holiday,
hope to hear from you soon.
