January is just another month.
I'm here counting down the days.
Have this ever crossed on your mind, that sometimes school is not as fair as everybody hopes so? I'm sorry before, I'm having no offense to write this post but recently this main issue is really questioning me.
I'm on dilemma.
The past two years ago, I was majored in Social. It wasn't a big deal if I wanted to continue my study in social major. Economy is great, or Psychology, as many people want to get there. But, I wasn't one of them. It's hard for me to memorize a text subject. I, actually, can never stand in Geography these 3 years. I can't get even a good enough score in History. I always wait Math class, when the other social students rather hate it. I love Accounting, but I can't explain to you how to sort those financial statement. I'm a short time memory loser. That's why I have forgot the day I should be in school, 10th grade, after the final test, to take a follow-up test with my Chemistry teacher. Until now, Mrs. Nurul often told me when accidentally I met her. Of course Ma'am, it should be something I always regret. I can't imagine if in the future I do this again, how many more years I will spend to learn such things that out of my capability?
And now, it becomes such an ironic case.
I have fought so hard after skipping those 2 years Science classes. I asked my friends repeatedly to teach me how to just make s-p-d-f configuration, which is so easy for them to get on this one. I don't know if they're getting bored, when inside of me often getting confused... should I leave this and back to my own subjects? And my heart said no, so until today I'm still on this way. Though, I have to admit that; it wasn't easy to force both of your brain all the day.
But, in the other side,
some of my science friends do the same like I do.
There's a lot of why in my mind, like a lot of why in their mind.
Oh school, can we swap the class?
Yeah, of course we can't, haha.
So that... I hope that whatever we choose may be the best way as we have known ourselves. I wish for the best luck that may always be with us :-)
And by the way, this is Iedo. He has got Accounting FEUI by PPKB. Don't forget your belly dancing even if you're already replacing Mrs. Miranda Gultom years later in BI (if I'm not mistaken, you adore her so much, eh?). And keep fight FHUI for Dindut, can't wait for our gym performance :-)
I have been enjoying my last days wearing uniform. Have I told you about my Speed Dial? He is... a real too good to be true guy. He's a very helpful person, he would like to help me even in such unnecessary things he has nothing to do. Know what, he's secretly one of my reasons to go to school everyday (even my car is still being repaired), and my mood booster when I'm about desperately looking forward. I promised myself to meet him again in Bandung, few months later.
Thank you for being such a great motivator.
I hope you don't ever read my blog.
smooches,
N
I'm here counting down the days.
Have this ever crossed on your mind, that sometimes school is not as fair as everybody hopes so? I'm sorry before, I'm having no offense to write this post but recently this main issue is really questioning me.
I'm on dilemma.
The past two years ago, I was majored in Social. It wasn't a big deal if I wanted to continue my study in social major. Economy is great, or Psychology, as many people want to get there. But, I wasn't one of them. It's hard for me to memorize a text subject. I, actually, can never stand in Geography these 3 years. I can't get even a good enough score in History. I always wait Math class, when the other social students rather hate it. I love Accounting, but I can't explain to you how to sort those financial statement. I'm a short time memory loser. That's why I have forgot the day I should be in school, 10th grade, after the final test, to take a follow-up test with my Chemistry teacher. Until now, Mrs. Nurul often told me when accidentally I met her. Of course Ma'am, it should be something I always regret. I can't imagine if in the future I do this again, how many more years I will spend to learn such things that out of my capability?
And now, it becomes such an ironic case.
I have fought so hard after skipping those 2 years Science classes. I asked my friends repeatedly to teach me how to just make s-p-d-f configuration, which is so easy for them to get on this one. I don't know if they're getting bored, when inside of me often getting confused... should I leave this and back to my own subjects? And my heart said no, so until today I'm still on this way. Though, I have to admit that; it wasn't easy to force both of your brain all the day.
But, in the other side,
some of my science friends do the same like I do.
There's a lot of why in my mind, like a lot of why in their mind.
Oh school, can we swap the class?
Yeah, of course we can't, haha.
So that... I hope that whatever we choose may be the best way as we have known ourselves. I wish for the best luck that may always be with us :-)
And by the way, this is Iedo. He has got Accounting FEUI by PPKB. Don't forget your belly dancing even if you're already replacing Mrs. Miranda Gultom years later in BI (if I'm not mistaken, you adore her so much, eh?). And keep fight FHUI for Dindut, can't wait for our gym performance :-)
I have been enjoying my last days wearing uniform. Have I told you about my Speed Dial? He is... a real too good to be true guy. He's a very helpful person, he would like to help me even in such unnecessary things he has nothing to do. Know what, he's secretly one of my reasons to go to school everyday (even my car is still being repaired), and my mood booster when I'm about desperately looking forward. I promised myself to meet him again in Bandung, few months later.
Thank you for being such a great motivator.
I hope you don't ever read my blog.
smooches,
N
