Gee, it's December already,
and all I have been doing was just: counting down the day.
It's kinda, my passion have been gone away. Nothing to do, nowhere to go, nobody to talk. And I don't know exactly what I want. Make a few phone calls maybe get me better, but now on I feel like where-have-everyone-been. Sometimes, it's being such a hard time to go out together, when the holiday seems as same as school day. No one could spend all of their time with you. That's why there's "alone", in every dictionary.
I haven't found yet... what I have to find.
I don't want to disappoint Dad, once again, after I saw his smile has gone away when I'm majored in Social, years ago. That's the foremost reason for now, maybe, since I haven't known what this I'm doing for. And, yeah, I have been missing home, already. My super big family, they have got me promised; we'll meet again in Bandung next year. I have determined what will I take there, anyway, reaching my biggest dream being a Dentist. Oh well, since I skipped 2 years Science classes, it will be a-real-hard-thing-to-achieve.
Pray for me, everybody, I beg you.
