Saturday

Dearest Dear,

there's so much words left to say, if only things happened not so crazy like this. I'd like to thank you, after this recently each day I reached some hardest point which felt unable to deal with, you smiled and soothed me still in other hand. I lost in blind, dropped in pain. Worse than I broke you. You should believe me when I say, everything's alright.

I woke up this morning with those senses of complexion dried my cheers. I was arrived and realized, I shouldn't be there instead. I'm fed up with fighting last night, and those dumb things I felt hard to explain. Why bother, anyway? One thing surely I'm missing is coming, but there was nothing welcoming. You should believe me when I say, I'm okay.

I drove in tears. When moment's changing and there's no reason how could I came into. They keep telling me; it's fine to do, you'll find no hurt. But no matter how I tried, what I have done in reverse caught me in other slides those I waited the end to come. I'm tired, seriously, even worst to make you sure; you should believe me when I say, we're just fine.

These times I spent just asking myself what else is on. First, second, third, ... and it's never going to stop. You told me; it's better for us to leave, no hurt remains. Just so you know it's all up to you, I'll always be with you. Often it makes me sick, but I did it all because of you. You made me rhyme, for those I knew we have a chance no more. And everyday life's getting harder to live, when all suddenly means nothing. Because we already have what we want, not what we need.

So that's it.
May God replaces what He had took.

Is that too much to ask for?