So what the hell do we do now? It's all for nothing; fighting for nothing, crying for nothing. But we won't let it go for nothing, no not for nothing. This should be nothing to a love like what we've got. I know sometimes it's gonna rain, but can we make up now? Because I can't sleep through the pain--
I don't know where to begin, but something set me mad today.
I locked myself in my room since this morning, and I know it's useful.
I'm home alone, then why bother being enclosed in room?
Some of my friends texted me, asking if I could go out with them. I said no, because I thought I could meet Mommy today. But unfortunately, she was not in her place. I called Daddy then; asking for permission if I could use my car tomorrow. We have to attend the student union program, and our transport is not enough yet. But sadly, he mad back at me. Fuck off drive licensed.
And what's even worse?
Rain was falling.
Dark sky, scared cloud, harsh wind, awful thunder.
Just tell me the reason how could you love that.
Being alone in a wrong situation sometimes made me thinking.
And there I was, with some terrible things overwhelmed my head.
It's been months, even years or so, and flush! It's already over.
And here is the point, the last time I came into the phone. I heard a little girl voice over there which answered my call. I asked her just like days before, but she had no idea to reply. Forget what I used to say: "Hello dear, what's up? Is it everything alright?". In reverse, I hung up the phone with nothing's spoken.
Argh. Enough for nothing.
